The last stick.

I had promised to quit smoking before my birthday in March. & apparently I did not. Well, this is the first move. Yes, Last stick!

I’m not a heavy smoker, a social smoker actually. The reason I started is because I hated myself & I hope to destroy myself. When: after breaking up with my boyfriend. I know its a stupid reason to start smoking. Words couldn’t describe how I felt then.

Funny because when others asked why I smoked, I said it was for fun. Not fun at all. 

I could have quit smoking  long ago. But sometimes, I felt really empty & when I thought of him, I smoke.

Like I said, I want to be a better person with a better life. First, by being healthy. Yes, I swear to whatever, whoever is listening, I will never smoke ever again or else I will never be loved.


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