突然觉得很寂寞。

Back in primary to secondary school to poly days.. I didn’t felt so lonely before. I am usually accompanied by friends or CCA.. Non-stop activites.

After graduation from secodary school, I begin to work part time. Like almost every single day. I kinda lost contact with my friends for a moment. But, I made new friends at my work place.

In fact, I found myself a date. Movie date. Almost every weekend, I would watch a movie with him & sometimes with them. I was actually happy because they are the fun people. (:

Things started to change when I fell in love with one of them. Even tho I ended up with him for a year.

Soooo.. For the past five years, I have events, gatherings.. Lots if them.

But now… ):

Working full time & studying full time has already taken majority of my time.

I still have friends of course. Just that everyone is busy too with our own lives. Coordinations is harder now compared to last te when our lives is the same.

It’s not that I’m blaming them.. It is me who is too busy with everything.

& today.. I went through my contact list.. Wishing I could chat with somebody when im so bored while studying.. Then I realised.. I dont really have someone to talk to.. Or maybe I was too afraid that I might be disturbing them.

Thats me. Thats the reason why I have so many secrets. Thats the reason why I bottled up mg feelings. Thats the reason why no one truely understands me except for astrologists. & they are not even friend. Sadded. I know.

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